I am celebrating a revelation today. Why fight my brain’s patterns, while fighting is a pattern in itself? I chose to change them. I always allowed myself to feel everything, for there isn’t anything wrong with that. But feelings are not everything, as they are less a reaction to reality, than a dream of changing the reality, while the brain doesn’t want to change anything, being so safely set into its patterns. Then, without the brain, there is no change. So, while the feelings are free to stay the same, I’m going to change how the brain sees them.